Blessings From Heaven
The Lord will open the heavens, the storehouse of his bounty, to send rain on your land in season and to bless all the work of your hands.—Deuteronomy 28:12 (NIV)
Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord.—PSALM 27:14 (NIV)
Sometimes being a caregiver to my husband, Herb, who suffered from severe anxiety and depression, was more than I felt I could handle.
Watching Herb for signs that he might be considering suicide was a 24-hour job. At times he would become so overwhelmed with sadness that he’d call 911. “I can’t live like this anymore!” he’d wail to the dispatcher. The police would arrive and talk him into going with them to the psychiatric wing of the local hospital. I’d follow the police and sit in the waiting room with Herb—sometimes for up to four hours. Upset by his neverending sobbing, I’d find myself holding my breath, which I’ve realized I do unconsciously when I’m extremely stressed. “Breathe. Breathe!” I’d remind myself. I felt I was forever wasting my life in waiting rooms.
Eventually, Herb was put in long-term psychiatric care. I never knew if he would come home again. I cried. I read the Bible for comfort. I especially loved the story of Nebuchadnezzar in the Book of Daniel. He waited seven years before God healed him of his madness. I clung to the hope that God would heal Herb.
We waited for 20 months until Herb was allowed to come home. It turned out the wait was worth it after all.
Father, please give us the strength and perseverance to keep waiting for your plans to be revealed to us.
The Lord will open the heavens, the storehouse of his bounty, to send rain on your land in season and to bless all the work of your hands.—Deuteronomy 28:12 (NIV)
Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.—Matthew 5:11–12 (NIV)
For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.—Psalm 139:13–14 (NIV)
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