Choose to Forgive
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.—1 John 1:9 (NIV)
But you, Lord, do not be far from me. You are my strength; come quickly to help me.—PSALM 22:19 [NIV]
I couldn’t take another step. I looked down the long, shiny hall leading to the ICU where my husband lay in his bed, hooked up to a ventilator. I couldn’t make that trip again. I couldn’t force my legs to go.
Mike had been in the hospital for more than two weeks since being diagnosed with multiple life-threatening conditions—a ruptured colon, internal bleeding, and blood clots in his lungs. Every day I had made the trip to the hospital in the morning, sat by his bedside all day as he lay still and quiet, and left in the evening. Every day I was there to watch him sleep, wipe his brow, and consult with his doctors and nurses.
But this day I just couldn’t face the routine again. As I stood in that empty hallway, my knees weakened. God, I can’t do this! I started to fall. But somehow I didn’t. I felt as if I had been caught. Gently, I regained my balance and straightened. Maybe I had more strength than I thought. Enough strength, even, to get down that hall. I took the first step, at once filled with the confidence that God would give me all the strength I needed.
Loving God, I thank you for knowing when I need help. You offer all the strength I could ever need. With you, I’ll never truly fall.
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.—1 John 1:9 (NIV)
Make it your goal to live a quiet life, minding your own business and working with your hands, just as we instructed you before.—1 Thessalonians 4:11 (NLT)
When Job’s three friends, Eliphaz the Temanite, Bildad the Shuhite and Zophar the Naamathite, heard about all the troubles that had come upon him, they set out from their homes and met together by agreement to go and sympathize with him and comfort him.—Job 2:11 (NIV)